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Tuesday, October 31, 2006

12:08 PM

hehe.
just wanna say..
AMANDA LVL 24 LE.!
mission accomplish
(:
hahahahaha.
HAPPY.
and i found a keylogger in my comp.!
my bro put one.!
ARGH.!
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Monday, October 30, 2006

10:50 AM

WUAAA.
IM IN DEEP SHYT.
i think i've got like.
ALOT OF SPYWARE.
omgomgomg.
cause i was gamming halfway.
and these stupid windows kept popping up.!!
IM PANICKING.
how how.!?
WHAT IF I KENA VIRUS.!!
i will cry one lehhs
T.T...
..
i know its dumb to cry over a comp..
but its my LIFE.!
hahaha.
okok.
whatever.
tomorrow theres lessons...
siann.
haiis.
=/
ohh wells.
):
my throat isnt getting any better either.
grrr.
this sucks BIG TIME.
ohh wells.
):
i suay lorhhs.
):
oh and.
my aims on friday.?
..
i didnt even complete ONE of them..
im still on lvl 23.
AND I DIDNT COMPLETE MY ENGLISH.
grr.
this sucks.!
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Saturday, October 28, 2006

2:26 AM

whoot ~
i just finished tuition.!!
grr.
ok.
everytime i have tuition.
its like.
erm.
lets just say..
COLD.
yep.
its like.
all his stories and 'funny' stuffs.
are COLD.
so everytime he says his 'jokes'
its like.
brrr.
its snowing.
=.=ll
ohh wells.
more homework for me.
TODAY'S GOAL
:
MUST
must must must.
COMPLETE LVL 24'S MISSION.!!!
must reach lvl 24 by today.!!!
go go jiayou lorhhs
(:
oh.
and do english homework too.
grrrr.
zZz
some holiday huh.
=/
ok.
cant call it holiday lerr
T.T
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Thursday, October 26, 2006

8:09 AM

walao.
damn her la.
ARGH.
stupid tuition.!!
NOW I CANT LOG ON ON WEEKDAYS CAUSE I HAVE TO COMPLETE MY TUITION HW.
AND REVISE.
and WHATEVER.!!
walao.!!
THATS SO NOT FAIR K.!!
NOT FAIR NOT FAIR.!!!!!!!!!
.....
walao.
fine fine fine.
o lvls next year.
...
haiis.
maybe i should get a job related to the computer or something.
like that i can always be with my compy ~
ew.?
hahahaha.
i might as well marry my comp.
..
hmmm.
maybe its a good thing..
like that..
there are more guys in the world to go round.
hahahaha.
LAME.
yea.
im sooo bothered today.
cause i was wondering..
am i really very bitchy.?
i mean.
so far 2 people think so.
so..
maybe i gotta change..
but i cant change my way of speaking.
or language
( CAUSE I CAN ONLY SPEAK ENGLISH )
and..
my hair..
the way i walk..
whatever.
zZz
i mean.
if everything about me is bitchy.
i cant change everything right.?
hmmm.
i asked many people.
and they were all shocked by the question.
though they said no.
but cause they may not know me so well.
so they can say no..
=/..
but someone made me happier today.
(:
haha.
guess who ~
haha.
YAMJIM.
believe it or not.!
he is one of the guys i hate sooo badly.
yea.
and im normally mean to the people i hate.
and stuffs like that.
i irritate him alot and yea.
but you know what.!?
i asked yamjim.
hey
am i a bitch.?
he said YES.
and i was like.
SADDD.
oh wells
and i teased.
so..
thats how you feel from the bottom of your heart.?
and he said.?
no
i was like.
WHOAA.
no ehh.!!
so i asked him what IS the HONEST answer.
and he said.
actually you're nice whats.
WHOA WHOA.
hahahaha.
to someone i hate so bad
to someone im so mean to.
can actually say im NOT bitchy
oO
whoo ~~
maybe im not bitchy after all.!!
hahahahaha,.
wow wowowowowowo.
shocked but.
ELATED ~
hahaha
so means i dont have to change so much huh.!
maybe i should cut down on..
retarded.
shit.
this is soo stupid.
and words and phrases like that.
so it'll be more polite.
and less bitchy
=/..
i lurve the word retarded ehh.
siann siann.
haha.
oh wells oh wells.
i didnt jam today
):
i think im gonna sleep now.
dont feel like doing tuition hw.
x)
mom's sooo gonna kill me.
(: (;
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

5:44 AM

hehehehe.
omg.
i had tuition JUST NOW.
tuition.
TUITION.!!
omgomgomgomg.
ok.
this guy wasnt so bad.
he's like.
40 plus 50.
rather old.
but what scares me is..
HE HAS GOT REALLY BIG EYES.!!!
and..
HE'S LIKE MY DAD.!!
wuaa.!!!!
haha.
anyway.
he asked really weird stuffs like.
why does a ruler measure up to 0.1 cm.?
HOW DO I KNOW.!?
..
ok.
and.
he asked.
how many times does the minute and hr hand of the clock.
meet together.
in one day, 24 hours.
WUAA.?!
ok fine..
lol.
AND I GOT LOADS OF HW.!!
sian sian sian
hahahaha.
i wanna change my blogskin into..
CHOBITS.!
wahahaha.
then i'll look really childish
=/..
maybe i'll make it LESS childish.
..
if thats possible.
hahaha.
anyway.
daddy sent me this picture.
AND IT LOOKS UBER CUTE.!!

LOOK AT KAKASHI.!!
if thats how you spell his name.
haha.
he looks sooo kawaiii as a togepi.!
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

8:14 AM

whoohoo ~
i finished watching chobits.!
AMAZING FINISH.
i finally realised.
the black chii ISNT BAD.
its chii's sister.!
fureya.!!
omg.
the ending almost made me cry
T.T..
but they ended it too fast.!
like rushing on things.
=/
haha.
oh wells.
im so tired.
T.T..
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Sunday, October 22, 2006

8:19 AM

haha.
today was FUN.
er.
though i didnt get to spend my $10.!!
anyway.
yea.
i read this horoscope book.
ok.
not horoscope.
they interpretated all the birthdays.
meaning all 365 days.
and i read mine.
it was..

8 jan
colour - burgundy
number - 17, 35,44
stone - diamond, gives you courage and strength.
flora - orchid
animal - crocodile
occupation - rock star, drawing instructor, teacher
key features - determined, relentless, charismatic
naturally good at achieveing the seemingly impossible.

character - you were born on a day of stunning potential, so you have the ability to achieve all of your desires even against the odds. you have a gift for teaching others through your example. you are meant to shine and to rise above all obsticles.

life path - you probably had a rough start and have had to become tough to get where you are now. you must remember that your possibilities are endless and that if you keep positive you will be triumphant. you do have a tendency to slip into dark moods and become despondent and demanding. dont give in to this, glimmer like a star that you are.

love - you are a little controlling and needy and can get very possessive in relationships. you need to watch over this tendency, as it can push lovers away. however, you are truly gorgeous and giving with the ability to transform others. try another capricorn, as both your birth date rules and your ruling planet is saturn.

hmmm.
oh wells.
LOL.
sounds HORRIBLE.!
haha.
oh wells.
yea.
i dont know what to say.
er.
..
i think i'll end here.?
lol.
anyway.
miko tried to eat a LIVING lizard
T.T..
feel so sorry for the lizard.
BAD DOGGY.!
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Saturday, October 21, 2006

12:57 PM

ahhhhh.
today.
might be the last day im going online.
..
):
or maybe.
less often.
yea.
=/
cause.
TOMORROW IM GOING TO MY COUSIN'S HOUSE FOR A STAYOVER.!!
doesnt sound so bad right.
but.
...
we're gonna STUDY.
noooooooooo.!!!
NO PLAY NO PLAY.
she promised.
NO PLAY.
nooooooo.!!!
argh.
anyway.
yea..
and im staying over till sunday or so..
well its gotta be until sunday.
cause I'VE GOT SCHOOL ON MON.
...
yea...
and..
NEXT SUNDAY I GOT TUITION.!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I'VE GOT TUITION.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
....
T.T...
why why why.!!
I DONT NEED TUITION.!!
ok..
maybe i do but..
I DONT WANT TUITION.!!
T.T....
ah..
remembered how i treated my tutor last time.
super horrible.
=/
oh wells.
MUST REN ZHEN DE STUDY LERR.
my Os.!
Os.!!!!
okok.
jiayou.!!
CHEM PHY AND A MATHS
JIAYOU ~~~
aiiyo.
siao.
hais.
):
xinyi pissed over something i promised not to tell.
i made joel leow pissed over erm.
a game.
...
and now what.???
I DONT WANT ANYMORE PISSING PEOPLE.!
T.T....
):
ohh wells..
..........................
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Friday, October 20, 2006

9:13 AM

hmmm.
field trip today..
was okay i guess.
BUT BUT BUT.
SOMEONE totally spoilt it.
that SOMEONE was the one.
that i feared more than GHOST or whatever in the tunnel.
zZz
i mean.
its normal to get scared.
over erm.
something coming out of the tunnel.
or seeing something dirty.
or something.
i seriously dont know.
..
cause i see things at home.
so.
..
my house is more haunted than that stupid tunnel.
..
anyway.
THAT PERSON IS.!
the one and only.
HANBING.
argh.!!!!
you ruined my day.!!
....
chasing and running away from you.
CAUSE YOU MIGHT CHUBBY ME.
ohhhhh god.
c'mon laaaaaaaaaaaaa.
dont chubby me le la
T.T...
i think im so dumb.!!
TO BE AFRAID OF CHUBBIES MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD.
excluding insects **
hmmmmm
I HOPE YOU'LL READ THIS.
AND STOP
T.T........................
pretty please.?
with a cherry on top
^^
yayayaya.?
blehhs.
oh wells.
day was fun.
darn worned.
and i didnt practice my piano again.
=X
hehehehe.
ohh wells
(:
AND MATHS HOMEWORK.
got to remember that.
....
haii
):

shit.
saw something.
and realised why i've been going to the toilet..

RINCOLA.
PHENYLKETONURICS :
CONTAINS PHENYLALANINE.
MAY HAVE A MILD LAXATIVE EFFECT IF CONSUMED IN LARGH QUANTITIES.
omgggggggg
why didnt they make this bigger.!?
@#$#$%@#%
...
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Thursday, October 19, 2006

12:41 PM

wheeee.
haha.
tml's the FIELD TRIP.
i've totally equipped myself.!
(:
hahaha.
SWEETS.
MP3.
HP.
COMICS.
tadaaa.
HAHAHAH.
oh wells.
anyway.
IM SOOOO HOOKED ONTO CHOBITS.
its really REALLY nice.!
I LURVE THE PLOT.!!
seriously.!!
my gosh.
hahaha.

aww.
just look at her.
thats the kawaiii chii
(:
haha.
the 'common sense-less' chobit.
LOL.
kawaiii ~~
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

12:38 PM



hahaha.
today i totally wasted my day.
gees.
hahaha.
i've been watching chobits since..
oO
afternoon.!
^^
very nice very nice show.!
although there are like..
perverted parts...
and kor gave me a sex education
oO
ok...
yea.
at least i learnt something new today.
=.=ll..
why guys watch porn.!!
....
ok...........
hahaha.
kinda weird to type it here huh.
hahahah
yepp yepp.
hmmm.
didnt jam today.
and..
=/
i dont know what to say.!!
but.!!
THIS PICTURE IS NICE.
(:
pretty no.?

thats the EVIL side of chii (:
the chobit
^^
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Monday, October 16, 2006

5:59 AM

ok fine.
since i only have 3 mins to post.
i'll make it fast.
ok.
fine.
im sorry.
ok.
everything is my fault.
im insensitive.
im dumb.
yea.
i know that already.
ok.
fine.
.
forget the previous post k.
im in the wrong
ok.
fine.?
.
yea.
you didnt threaten me.
my descriptions are wrong.
the word 'threaten' in my dictonary is wrong.
ok.?
fine fine.!?
i've had it with everything.
..
head's spinning.
im like.
DYING.
..
can someone JUST gimme a BREAK.
A BREAK.
ARGHHHHHH.
you already changed your link.
is it time to change mine too.!?
..
zZzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Sunday, October 15, 2006

11:51 AM

i wanna make an announcement.
I HATE JOEL LEOW.!
hahahahhahaa.
know why.?
CAUSE HE DOESNT APPRECIATE MY HELP.
and after everything.
you just said.?
THATS THE ANSWER I'VE BEEN WANTING TO HEAR.
wthhhhhhhhh.
HOW CAN YOU DO THIS.!?
how.!??!?!
..........................
you good you good.
omgomgomgomg.
im like SOOOO dumb.
how did i even HELP you in the first place.?!
HOW DID I EVEN KNOW YOU.
you know.
not everyone can stand your attitude.
and i just told you your 'bad points'
and you can just say.?
im like that.
..
YOU'RE HORRIBLY INCONSIDERATE.
at least say.
ok.
will try to change.
OR SOMETHING.
...
.
ARGH.
i dont know la.
WANNA THREATEN ME SOMEMORE.
you good you good.
argh.!!!!!!!!!!!
amanda hates joel leow.!
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;


9:44 AM

oh gosh.
im dead hungry now.
xinyi was over earlier.
haha.
and i'll bet she'll read this.
but whatever.
GOSH.
im sorry but tackey just looks AVERAGE.
..
ok.
okok maybe to others he isnt.
its just MY opinion right.?
haha.
whatever.
you're pretty suay today.!!
haha.
first tackey gets 'insulted' by me
followed by me not accompanying you to the bus stop.
THEN.
your shoe gets wet
xD
hahahahaha.
ok.
yea.
...
i smell fried chicken.
damnit.
im shivering ~
lol.
yayaya.
i dont know what to say here.
=/
did nothing today except.
watch some funny vids.
AND THIS VID CALLED HARD GAY.?!
ok seriously.
he's soo.
...
and those variety shows.
JAPANESE variety shows.
they're like.
erm.
super uber mean to BOTH animals AND humans.
HORRIBLE HORRIBLE.
haha.
anyway.
no offence guys.
yea.
just my opinion
^^"
gosh.
im supposed to learn the saturday night fever dance.
but man its boring.
this vid showed one that the lead danced himself.
gosh.
HE'S SO GOOD.
check it out guys ~

http://www.youtube.com/v/r4JZ4RKd1rg
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Friday, October 13, 2006

5:48 AM

AHHHHHHHH
after this super long time taken to do HUILIAN'S blogskin.
IM ALMOST DONE ALREADY.
lalalalala.
it looks WONDERFUL.
but its not done.
=/
i intend to add the pictures on the "page selection" thing.
yep.
NO TIME.
or rather.
im tired
T.T..
i had to paint everything black.!!
...
that took SUPER LONG.
and
i must say.
HUILIAN.
your pictures are really nicely drawn.
lol.
yepp.
i didnt finish everything.
but i hope you'll like it
(:
http://laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.blogspot.com/
thats the link to go over and check it out.!
haha.
finally
T.T..
i can jam already ~
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Monday, October 09, 2006

2:32 PM

ahh.
nonono.
...
did i not say its not you.
just forget it.
you can joke for all i care.
and believe all you wanna believe.
okay.
this has nothing to do with you so just.
leave it.


anyway.
I PLAYED MY PIANO FOR A WHOLE ONE HR.
okay.
i was forced to but.
UNBELIEVEABLE.!!
haha.
ohh wells.
yepp.
i've been thinking all night.
( and dreaming.! )
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yepp.
so maybe thats it.
it made sense.
anyway.
..
my dream was INSANITY.
but f course,
BETTER THEN THE ADVENTURE ONE.
i dreamt that there were these 2 babies.
born and were those legendary what so evers
oO...
and they had this small little..
finger like thingy.
that when THEY hold it.
THIS WOODEN PLANK WOULD FLY OUT OF NO WHERE.
and get attracted to it.
yepp.
its like.
wth..
=.=ll
i think that wooden plank MEANS something.
or some super powered thing.
i cant really remember everything..
and..
these 2 women
( those that gave birth to these 2 babies )
went to the river and threw the wooden plank
cause they cant keep it..
for certain reasons..
i dont know what reasons
@.@.!!
and..
they had to sleep beside these lamps.
that has this whatever detector on it.
oO...
ok..
and...
MY MOM SMUGGLED 3 BRACELETS THAT SHE MADE.
TO SOMEWHERE.
i dont know where.
and i dont know why she smuggled...
and..
SHE BOUGHT ME CHOBITS SECOND BOOK.!!
and..
....
i cant remember everything..
but all i know is.
its super lame.
gees.
WHEN WILL MY MIND JUST REST A LITTLE.
REST REST.!!
my brain needs a rest..
T.T...
anyone has sleeping pills.?
wait.
thats not going to work.
MY BRAIN STILL WONT SLEEP.
errr.
....
maybe i should just shut my brain down.
by killing myself or something.
...
lame
zZz
OH.
AND MY HAND HURTS.
SOOOO BAD.
I CANT PLAY 2 OCTAVES ON THE PIANO.
YAYAYAYAYA
(:
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Sunday, October 08, 2006

5:20 AM

ahh.
yesterday was fun.
yea.
pity vivien didnt come
):
ohh wells.
yea.
well we shopped and bowled yesterday.
and i totally injured my right hand.
zzz
er.
it isnt a sprain.
it just hurts when i move it too much
=/
maybe a SUPER MINOR sprain.
whatever.
yea.
i didnt break my bowling record yesterday
):
i wanted to get 123 and above
t.T...
see how much i suck yea
=.=ll
ohh wells.
yea.
just when i thought the whole day was great.
it was kinda ruined.
yea.
..
i erm.
shall use this then.
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ohh wells.
that looked totally nonsense to you huh.
ohh wells.
dont bother trying to find out.
i just wanted to write it down
=/
ohh wells.
life has to go on yea..
ohh and take note **
my number that ends with the 3133 is OFF.
its not mine anymore.
the number that is 9388 then is mine.
if you dont know the 9388 number please ask me.
thanks.
if not you won't be able to contact me.
haiis...
2 more days to results.
..
ohh life is just brillant isnt it.
):
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Friday, October 06, 2006

2:23 AM

IF YOUR NAME HAPPEN TO BE.
YY.
PLEASE REFER TO THE..
3RD POST FROM THE TOP.
thanks.

haiiiis.
another day stuck at home
):
ohh wells.
yepp.
using the internet without permission.
like.
WHO CARES NOW.
..
i cant find anything fun to do at home
zZz
anyway.
yea.
i cant believe what my mom did.
you know.
I REALLY WANT MY PHONE BACK.
but she STILL didnt return me.
EVEN AFTER MY EXAMS.?!
....
ok.
this is sooooo freaking unfair.
yea yea yea.?
i mean LIKE YEA.
and i couldn't take it anymore.
went upstairs to 'help myself'
and.
GUESS WHAT.
i found my phone.!!!
and i was soooo happy.
i switched it on.
and something HORRIFYING flashed on the screen.
' please insert sim card'
NOOOOOOOO WAYYYYYYYY.
fine.
switched it off.
took off the battery.
and saw...
.....
my sim really isnt there.
WTH.!!!
and i searched ALL OVER THE PLACE.
and i cant find it.!!
I CANT FIND IT.!
omg.
HOW CAN THEY DO THIS TO ME.!?
damnit.!!!!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
omg.
i cant take this anymore.
like YEA.
and after my END OF YEARS.
END OF YEARS.!
and she can still RESTRICT ME.
damnit.
WHEN WILL I BE FREE.
T.T
she always say.
oh.
dont go out without my permission.
next time ask me.
i will let you out.
BULLSHIT.
i ask her.
and her answer.?
NO.
WHY SHOULD YOU GO OUT.?!
STAY AT HOME.
ohhhhh wth.
im serious.
this stinks.
SERIOUSLY.
gahhhhhhhs.
i seriously think.
that shes lucky to have a daughter like me.
=.=ll
not being bhb or anything.
but its like.
YEA I CAN TOLERATE ALL THESE.
without trying to kill myself
or fall into depression or something.
and im not THAT rebellious.
right.??
i think so
=/
ohh wells.
up to her la.
just she wait.
keep it up and i'll really become rebellious
zZz
gees.
she is sooo..
mean.
zZz
and im falling sick soon.
.........
gahhs.
ohh whatever.
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Thursday, October 05, 2006

7:03 AM

IF YOUR NAME HAPPEN TO BE.
YY
please read previous post.
thanks.

anyway.
EXAMS ARE OVER.
yepp
haha.
like.
FINALLY.
cause my mom and dad were getting OUTRAGEOUS.
yep.
no listening to music.!!
handphone confiscated for the night.!!
NO WRITING OF DIARIES.
ohhhhh wth.?!?!??!
ok FINE.
gees.
mad freaks.
anyway
yeppp.
these few days were HORRIBLE for me.
=/
i mean.
yea.
i dont really study and all.
and this FORCING-ME-TO-STUDY method
totally SUCKS.
yea.
its like.
every SINGLE minute.
amanda.!!
STUDY.
STUDY
STUDY
STUDY.
ok fine.
i had enough with that word.!!
GRR.
anyway.
yes yes yes.
im bored.
zzz
haha.
wondering where to go tomorrow.
...
ANYONE KNOWS THE NEAREST ICE SKATING RING.
i need one like BAD.
we're planning to go ice skating.
BUT.
...
dont know where is one.
OH GREAT.
..
gees.
help.!!!
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;